in an attempt to depend myself, i got this
me:'hey i'm not old yet, can still fit under the 'children' category
this jerk: 'HUH? ALMOST HIT 20 ALREADY STILL DARE TO CLAIM YOURSELF AS CHILDREN!'
upon thinking, that sounds quite true also
speechless!

time for reflection
in 7 weeks time if i didn't really take notice, is the start of mid year examination already
in fact, in 2 weeks time is the GP paper
time to buck up and work hard
first, i should refrain from all the temptations around
1) online less often
2) friends don't ask me out if not for urgent matters
determination stands in now

meanwhile, i will try to train all my fats into muscles