i gonna fall sick soon
an apple keeps doctor away, but why mom watermelon only?
i am trying hard to stay healthy, for at least during such crucial moment
drank as much water as possible which results me of visiting the toilet so often today

'a' level chem spa this morning 8am
was the last one to step into the waiting area
blame my tummy, ache at not the right time
my heart pumped so fast when no crystal were formed after 30 minutes of waiting
i thought i going to flunk my whole chem spa
tried to redo, then i realised i got no time left
back to my first crystal solvent, tried to do something to it
i stir hard, scratch hard, add more water, add more acid
still nothing came out, i almost gave us
finally saw some shining crystal with 5 minutes left
collected it, the yield is so so so little...
no time to weigh also, made an intelligent guess myself
should be around that range but never never will i thought that i will make such mistake
hope the marker won't mark me down

was feeling so bad after the spa but at least not that nervous anymore
lungs aren't functioning well today, can hardly breathe
lesson as per normal, grasping for air
feeling so terrible now...

how i wish i isn't myself, a role that is so hard to play
push to the dead end, spare my life la